RockBottom

Daily Affirmation: It is always possible to rebuild your life.

I know I’ve used J.K. Rowling for a quote before (and I’m well aware this won’t be the last time), but she is a huge inspiration to me. Her life story is incredible. Look it up if you’ve not heard it.

Right now, I feel like I’m at rock bottom. I’m battling this disease that is getting worse and worse, I’m about to lose my short term disability (I was put on it last year after my back surgery went wrong), my mind is a sieve, bills are piling up, I’m desperately looking for some sort of a job that I can do, I’m at my highest weight and, gosh, I’d love to go through a day without sleeping for at least half of it.

But I have hope. I believe that I can rebuild my life. I have hope that everything is going to be okay at the end.

I’m at rock bottom. The only direction from here is up.